Honestly, the way doesn't matter to me either. What would affect Saber the worst do you think? Or does one way appeal to you more than another for future CR options?

I know you had that scene with Alter coming in while Lily was in sleep paralysis and thinking of killing her and then not doing it which was kind of what made me think of recreating that scene with Diarmuid (since he will be dying) only having her actually doing it because of the brainwashing.

But you know your girl best and I am really open to doing it in whatever way you want to!